Feeling Like a Jerk

I wanted to go see a friend run in the marathon on Sunday, and I woke up with all intents to bring Luke down to the marathon. I began tracking her online, and clothed myself and the child (this is really tremendous effort), but needless to say, I didn't make it. That's the stuff that makes me feel like I don't have everything in control the way I want it, when I don't do things I said I would, and that I wanted to.